Hybrid Literature
Mother's Daughter
by Andrea Wagner
by Andrea Wagner
I wish I could say it’s been months
But it’s been so long;
You point your camera and tell me to smile
And I give it my all, my best ones
Are always for you.
When did this happen?
When did I put away my heart,
Gross, quivering, so vulnerable,
Heavy and dark and wanting
But knowing I can’t?
It keeps happening, yesterday, today, tomorrow stalks behind me with a bomb but no batteries, a fist in my mouth and disgust pours out of me with every second I keep trying to help you, I really do, but I keep messing up, I keep hitting walls, I want to get away but I
can’t.
I don’t want to get in trouble
I don’t want to hurt you
Mother, Mater,
I love you but it’s hard.
But it’s been so long;
You point your camera and tell me to smile
And I give it my all, my best ones
Are always for you.
When did this happen?
When did I put away my heart,
Gross, quivering, so vulnerable,
Heavy and dark and wanting
But knowing I can’t?
It keeps happening, yesterday, today, tomorrow stalks behind me with a bomb but no batteries, a fist in my mouth and disgust pours out of me with every second I keep trying to help you, I really do, but I keep messing up, I keep hitting walls, I want to get away but I
can’t.
I don’t want to get in trouble
I don’t want to hurt you
Mother, Mater,
I love you but it’s hard.